January 25, 2012

it’s been a while..

I have no idea if anyone will even read this but I feel like writing and it’s been a while since I’ve rambled here on tumblr.

But anyway, I have a lot on my mind. In particular, my family. I feel like I’ve changed so much since I left high school but even more since I left for Ferris. I’m not that far away but every time I go home, it hits me. My brothers look at me completely different. And with reason I guess. Lately, I’ve been smoking even more than usual and my final grades from last semester confirm that. I used to be that all A’s/no bullshit/homwork first type person but now, I’ve stopped worrying about all that as much as I used to and instead; I’m trying to focus more on my music.

I’ve come to realize who are my real friends and who just tries to act like my friend but in reality, any characteristic of a good friend is lacking. It kills me sometimes but at the same time, I really don’t care. I’m an adult and I’m maturing. 

I know I love music. It’s all I really care about. I love my family so much and I want to make them proud. 

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